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It's not a secret when everyone knows [13 Jul 2009|01:53am] I'm at Disney, it's pretty crazy, it's only day 2 and I'm totally over family time. post comment

[06 Jul 2009|10:16am] Day by day I lose respect for people. post comment

[23 Jun 2009|02:36pm] In under 6 months I've managed to fracture 2 metacarpals (hand bones). My latest one is due to a frisbee, or a forearm, not sure which, I think I may have blacked out for a second when it happened. I wouldn't care except for the fact that this fracture has actually taken out a chunk of my bone (which is currently free floating in my hand) and it hurts like a bitch. This is bad bc a. I might need surgery b. I can't play frisbee and c. I start AT in 2 months and don't need a gimp hand! 2 comments|post comment

[21 Jun 2009|01:09am] How far are we going to let this go? I feel absolutely terrible about this situation. Warning, this is EXTREMELY graphic. Also, read the story under the video. http://otakurevolution.com/content/iranian-shot-during-protest-nsfwgraphic post comment

Let go [20 Jun 2009|03:42pm] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVXtawJXcbg post comment

[17 Jun 2009|04:32pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] I got into the AT program!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! I'm so excited. I almost cried when my dad handed me the letter. Finally, all my hard work has actually gotten me somewhere!!!! 3 comments|post comment

[13 Jun 2009|01:50pm] After such a hard fall in life the only thing you can do is get back up, because if you lie there on the ground and don't try, then people are going to eventually stop helping you. The people who have effected my life have helped shape me into the person I am today. To some I would like to say thank you, and to others, fuck you, but as a wise man once said "You can't hate your origin, and not end up hating yourself." I appreciate my roots and the tree they've turned me into. I'm happy that I haven't given up on life like a lot of others have. I'm still hopping for my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, I've still got my head up high. And I may have lost a lot of my good intentions, and I may have lost the innocence that I so heavily cherished, but I'm still a good human being, still here fighting for the cause. Love life. post comment

[09 Jun 2009|09:28am] I've come to understand that all I've been doing is running around in circles. There's absolutely nothing left for me here, and I even believe that it is toxic for me to be here. I need to blow this popsicle stand. Just 2 more weeks and school's over post comment

[28 May 2009|02:12pm] Off to Gainesville, yippeeeeeeeee! post comment

You win some, you lose some [22 May 2009|02:30am] [ mood | chipper ] For the first time, in a long time, I've felt an overwhelming sense of contentment. I'm taking two difficult classes packed into 6 weeks, praying to God that I get into the Athletic Training program, being driven up a wall by friends and family (and by living at home), and yet somehow, I'm fine with it. It kinda feels like nothing can touch me. Things seem to just be rolling off my shoulders and I'm really enjoying the feel of it. Jacksonville next week, I am so freaking excited for the following reasons: A. I get to get away from everyone B. I get to go be with everyone in Gainesville C. I got my AT interview and D. I get to be in Jacksonville!!!!!!!! (it's my favorite drive) post comment

[20 May 2009|02:08pm] Imploding's going to be put on hold for now, why? CAUSE I GOT MY INTERVIEW WITH THE AT PROGRAM!!!! SHIT YES!!!!!! post comment

[20 May 2009|09:36am] [ mood | anxious ] I think I may silently implode post comment

I've decided that this my favorite Roots song [17 May 2009|11:22pm] I never said I'm ready to die, but I accept it Never said I'm ready for war, but I'm protected I don't even know when it's comin', but I expect it Lost all semblance of hope, so now I'm left with Nervous conditions, addictions, in addition to vixens that mixed in with the wrong crowd My life is on a flight that's goin' down My mother had an abortion for the wrong child With the time I felt love, that's gone now Been replaced by purple rains and some storm clouds Misery love misery So why make friends? Let's make some enemies And now I got a habit that wasn't meant for me Now I'm in a marriage that wasn't meant to be One more reason to change identity The cars, the crime, K's, penalties post comment

[16 May 2009|01:20pm] It's funny that I still pick you out of the crowd. post comment

[10 May 2009|01:14pm] It's too bad that she's a drug addict. She's got a fucking amazing voice. post comment

I'm not talking about buildings [05 May 2009|12:30pm] Every building block you have has the potential to crumble. So how can you build something stable when you know, that no matter what, the structure has the ability to collapse? Why do we keep building? Why can't we let things be as they are; why do we have to use force to put things together? Even apart the key elements would still be unstable, but would it not make more sense to leave them apart and unstable than to put a bunch of them together, building a massive unstable structure? Why do we keep building? I'm tired, and possibly slightly crazy at the moment. post comment

we knew from the start that Things Fall Apart [03 May 2009|12:42am] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwjfonAdlMU It's a good book, read it. post comment

I thought I moved past this [01 May 2009|10:26am] I just woke up from a terrible, emotionally traumatizing dream. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack. post comment

[28 Apr 2009|12:56am] Tonight was amazing. I can't tell you how happy I get when I get to act like an 8 year old kid. Wiffle ball+ good friends=super awesome Hopefully when I get back to Gainesville the neighbors will want to play with their super soakers again :) post comment

[27 Apr 2009|12:48am] I just want to scream as loud as possible... then go to bed. post comment

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