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[14 Oct 2009|11:04pm] Just nothing post comment

[05 Oct 2009|09:43pm] I feel like banging my head against a wall repeatedly. post comment

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[19 Sep 2009|06:12pm] I'm a heartless man at worst, babe and a helpless one at best post comment

Like five rapid to the gut it's not so easy to see [17 Sep 2009|05:09pm] post comment

[15 Sep 2009|06:48am] <3 post comment

The Line [03 Sep 2009|12:28am] I am the line I hold you near There is no burden left to bear I can see clear You're in suspension You know no love There is no story left to tell You have no wisdom to pass on I am the soul of absolution No man can hide his own illusion My hands are crippled from the pain You are the splinter in my vein You put your head between your hands And understand nothing it has I feel the answers keep you scared I've put the harm inside myself I am the line I hold you near There is no burden left to bear I can see clear I am perfected I know no void I have no conscience to keep clear I understand there's nothing more You try to kid yourself with questions Bleeding inside for some correction I found you tied unto the cross Your judgement owns your every thought You know my words all mean the same You've buried here to isolate Into this prison in your mind Where you were born without a spine When did you stop caring? post comment

[02 Sep 2009|12:25am] sometimes you just fall. you fall back and smack, your skull hits the concrete and you wake up to reality. and that's when you can't decide what hurts more. post comment

Little by little you lose your mind here [01 Aug 2009|08:24pm] There is absolutely nothing I hate more than people who lie to me. I'm not an idiot, you're not a good liar, I can see through your BS and I will get the truth, no matter how many teeth I have to pull to do so. So the moral of the story kids, Just don't lie, it's not worth it. post comment

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Control yourself, take only what you need from it [22 Jul 2009|12:25pm] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad-tgbtbCEM (The videos worth watching) "And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." post comment

It's not a secret when everyone knows [13 Jul 2009|01:53am] I'm at Disney, it's pretty crazy, it's only day 2 and I'm totally over family time. post comment

[06 Jul 2009|10:16am] Day by day I lose respect for people. post comment

[23 Jun 2009|02:36pm] In under 6 months I've managed to fracture 2 metacarpals (hand bones). My latest one is due to a frisbee, or a forearm, not sure which, I think I may have blacked out for a second when it happened. I wouldn't care except for the fact that this fracture has actually taken out a chunk of my bone (which is currently free floating in my hand) and it hurts like a bitch. This is bad bc a. I might need surgery b. I can't play frisbee and c. I start AT in 2 months and don't need a gimp hand! 2 comments|post comment

[21 Jun 2009|01:09am] How far are we going to let this go? I feel absolutely terrible about this situation. Warning, this is EXTREMELY graphic. Also, read the story under the video. http://otakurevolution.com/content/iranian-shot-during-protest-nsfwgraphic post comment

Let go [20 Jun 2009|03:42pm] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVXtawJXcbg post comment

[17 Jun 2009|04:32pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] I got into the AT program!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! I'm so excited. I almost cried when my dad handed me the letter. Finally, all my hard work has actually gotten me somewhere!!!! 3 comments|post comment

[13 Jun 2009|01:50pm] After such a hard fall in life the only thing you can do is get back up, because if you lie there on the ground and don't try, then people are going to eventually stop helping you. The people who have effected my life have helped shape me into the person I am today. To some I would like to say thank you, and to others, fuck you, but as a wise man once said "You can't hate your origin, and not end up hating yourself." I appreciate my roots and the tree they've turned me into. I'm happy that I haven't given up on life like a lot of others have. I'm still hopping for my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, I've still got my head up high. And I may have lost a lot of my good intentions, and I may have lost the innocence that I so heavily cherished, but I'm still a good human being, still here fighting for the cause. Love life. post comment

[09 Jun 2009|09:28am] I've come to understand that all I've been doing is running around in circles. There's absolutely nothing left for me here, and I even believe that it is toxic for me to be here. I need to blow this popsicle stand. Just 2 more weeks and school's over post comment

[28 May 2009|02:12pm] Off to Gainesville, yippeeeeeeeee! post comment

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